Mutter

Humans shouldnt be able to break people.

People shouldnt play with persons, people shouldnt... People should not exist

People are scary.

You can be so easily broken, so easily betrayed... Yet, when you try to overcome your fears, and to learn to trust again, all you get is more mishpa, sorrow and tears. Blood is flowing, you see, but you cant tell why, or from where... I'd tell you its from my heart, if I still had something like that. Instead, I'll say that nevermind the place, as long as blood is running outside my body, means I need not to trust in them, to rely on them, to .. live with them.

As long as physical pain blinds me from reality, I dont care about people.

I'm able to overcome my fear.

Yet... People scares me to my cord.